||[Aug. 11th, 2005|01:49 pm]
well, since i havent written in here all summer, this may be a long one so bear with me.
lets see, went to cali for my cousins graduation. that was really cool chilled in san diego, mexico, LA..you know how it goes hehe. its really beautiful out there. oh yeah, and i saw matthew perry!!
ive been working at tweeter center all summer, its fuckin awesome. free concerts!! and even better, i get to see them from the skyboxes cuz tahts where i work :) ive seen...reba mcintire, brad paisley (he was so cute!) , toby keith, leeann womack (SO SO SO BORING), don henley, stevie nicks (shes not what she used to be...she cant hit all the notes anymore...thats what all those years of drugs will do to ya..), john fogery (fabulous..hes from CCR from those of you who dont know), JOHN MELLANCAMP (fuckin awesome!!!), TOM PETTY (HIGHLIGHT OF MY SUMMER!!!), black crowes, staind, breaking benjamin, 3 doors down (they played a really short set..i was surprised...), Ozzfest (ugh, that gets its own paragraph..) alan jackson, sara evans, and then tommorrow its megadeath and gigantour..
tweeter center rocked my socks..i got to meet and hang out with a ton of awesome people who im going to miss when im gone. my favorite is my security guard..his name is matt. we hung out in the skyboxes for all of tom petty. i like to consider it our first date lol. hes really hot and really funny and i wish i had met him earlier so we could have hung out all summer when im hanging out with him i have alot of fun. he gives me butterflies in my tummy and no one has done that in a long time. and hes so easy and fun to talk to...i really like him too bad tommorrow is both of our last days :(
i suppose now i till talk about ozzfest...it was a fuckin sausage fest. there were barely any girls there, so i got hit on by every single guy there. it was so horrible, i ended up getting a team of two security guys assigned to me to get guys off of me. drunk guys would corner me and hit on me and when they would finally leave, another group of guys would come over and corner me. i was getting so pissed it was awful. but go figure, i met the love of my life at ozzfest. his name was ken, he was like the only other person besides me who hates death metal and really didnt want to be there, so he jsut hung out with me all night. i chilled with him for like 6 hours. hes a fire fighter..hes 23 (i kinda lied and said i was 20 already...lol) he flirted with me all night and he was so sweet to me. i cant stop thinking about him. he asked me out but then later he went to go give me his # and i lost it. im still really upset about it. his friend had his phone so he had to give me his number so i said id call him in 2 min when he caught up to his friends so my # would be in his phone and i had every intention of doing it 300% ....so he walked away and i hadnt saved the number yet when someone else came up to talk to me and on reflex i shut my phone. i lost the number. im still soooo upset about it. me and emily at work spent like 3 days calling every number that it might be...cuz i only remembered the first digit and the last 4...but it was to no avail. it fuckin sucks. i really really liked this guy. go figure.
work was good. yesterday was my last day and it was really sad. casey made me two fuckin awesome cd's. im going to miss her, and emily, and craig, and maria, and manny, everyone really. i got to hang out with my friend emily alot, we were friends when we were little but she lives up in skokie and im in OP so we never saw each other but i had a really awesome summer with her. ill miss her :(
my friends here are gay. i havent hung out with anyone in over a month. except for kenny. its all because of claire...that stupid bitch. god i hate her, she needs to stop acting like shes still in high school...or jr high. dumb bitch. hannah is having a goodbye party for me on saturday...im not sure how many people are gonna show up lol..im also not sure who i even want to show up. its my last summer here at home thank god. ill miss my family but thats it. and work..both my jobs. but not the rest of the people here. they are all so ridiculous. ive made alot of good friends this summer but they all live in like tinley park...or skokie...and thats so far. i already drive so much..
i went to a bar one night and i got to hang out with alex dengel...anyone remember him? from oprf? fuckin HOT. i saw him and i was like holy shit, i need to dance with him. and the ppl i was with were like yeah you cant hes out of your league blah blah, bitch please. i danced with him all night, he bought me drinks we talked at the bar for a while. omg hes so hot. i even have my pic with him lol, he asked me for my phone number but his phone was dead so he had to write it on some scrap reciept and then he lost it. bummer. but its ok, hes so gorgeous ill settle for what i got. :) esp since ive thought he was hot for like 6 years or soemthing. way to go me.
well thats all for now, i need to go back to packing, i move into my house on monday! im excited. except im so unbelievably sad that heidi isnt going to be there this year...i dont know what i will do with out her :'(